14-Mar-2007

I am utterly and completely stressed.  There are so many things I'd like to be able to plan for, but I can't, not yet, because I don't know what's happening in the next few weeks.  I wish I could be more specific in my bitching, but really I can't, not yet, but just know that I am FREAKING OUT and eating lots and lots of ramen noodles and wanting to hide somewhere and cry and stop having a new recurring nightmare wherein I have magically unearthed deleted scenes from GO, but the scenes are traumatizing because Sarah Polley actually dies.  And if Sarah Polley were to die, well, then what would happen to me?  From your silence, I can tell you don't know, so I'll tell you - I would quit the business, because she is all that is good about the business, move to a cabin, eat more ramen noodles, and stop worrying about the little things, like my career, my family, liars, cheaters, and wifebeaters, or finding a cure for HIV.  Which I worry about daily, since I came very close to receiving the Biology Award in high school.  I mean, really, that makes it my responsibility, don't you think?